Ended things with the brcjw yesterday, meaning Im SINGLE SINGLE.

As in walang kausap, walang kalandian, walang kasituationship.. its my first time na single single in what??? 8 years???

It feels freeing haha 

I'm happy

buti nalang din may chatgpt to help process the "breakup"

quotations coz hindi naman kami. gist is we've reached an impasse:

i dont want to have casual sex / sex that is not within a relationship and he doesnt want a relationship without sex first

so ayun, i made the decision na to end. we were supposed to meet next week, he's booked a flight and hotel and all. After not meeting since our one and only date last 2019. so it's been a long time coming. but apparently for the break-up, not the meet-up. hahahahah bye bye 2 years of his breadcrumbs!

Di naman din talaga okay.

SO for guidance! gagawa na talaga ako ng MY HUSBAND WILL list. hahaha

MY HUSBAND will

- be fully emotionally available, yung nakakakeep up to my emotional availability and intelligence

- be emotionally intelligent

- celebrate the hell out of my birthday

- respond within 24 hours

wait ano pa ba kailangan ko hahahahah dadagdagan ko pa ito for sure

S